I really don't feel like use this phrase, cause it implies some sorts of sorrow and I can not feel any.

 

Yesterday, forgot to bring back my uniform, so I came back here - Club House from my company. It's filthy. I picked up the broom, less than 15 minutes, everything was back to their origin. I smiled.

 

You know, this club house, I am just so familiar with!

 

I am sort of long-term memory guy, those moments, they are just firmly stuck to my brain, I can't get rid of any of them. While I was cleaning this room, I sniffed my own smelling belongs to one year ago or so, precisely they are histories and they are mixed with everyone whoever has been here also. I saw my shadows playing basketball outside, each dribbling of the ball, every shot I made, I heard my heart beating, my sweltering flowing through my body. Oh, my goodness! I miss it casue I am about to go.

 

I want to say "Thank You" to that door, to the window, the table, that cupboard, that piece of glass, those unwanted umbrellas, even the view of the building on the opposite of the street which is from the angle I lifted my eyes while sitting on the chair. When I was so upset during my first semester of my third acedamic year, when I was overburdened, only this place where I could rest my mind and thought about how to rebuild this Karate-Do club with Zou Kan. The speakers were still playing my favourite songs but they are no long as shining as the first time I saw them.

 

Thinking, two years ago, I had even hated about this hot and humid place, the dim fluoresent light drove my crazy. But now, how can I express? The 80% memories of mine about Ngee Ann is just this place. I revised my modules here befor common test, I ate my lunch here with my friends, I missed about that girl here last year. Ha, ha, ha, just overwhelmed, my memories floolds into my vein.

 

Forget it, nobody can prevent time from galloping faster than you can imagine, we like our past more is only because we can not resume them again, can't we? The sands of time are running out, I am 20 years old already. The Ngee Ann Life left behind, I have grown up here from a shy teenager to a brave yound adult; adult? when the 20-year-ago was knocking on my door, I was still inebriating by my 15, how about my 30-year-ago.

 

Recalled that plan two years ago: I must manage to use English fluently! Ha, I must have reached this target, isn't it? And, I still remember that I didn't give up when there were only two members in this club. Somebody asked me about whether I was satisfied by my Ngee Ann life, I answered stoutly that I wasn't! Here, I think I have to change it, I lived a wonderful life here. Like that fabulous "Novemmber the 5th", remmember, remmember, every glimmer of your so called routinized life, don't ever miss them, friends.

 

I am still confident that I can embrace my bright future, that's gorgeous!

 

Once upon a time......

P.S. This article is to commemorate the period from July, 2004 - February, 2007. 

Long time no see, friends (using the plural).

 

Have already forgotten about what's a blog

 

I am kinda sensitive personell, but I promised myself I won't write a Chinese entry here, so, I kept it blank for such a long time.

 

Two weeks from now, I will finish up my forth school life, a little upset.

 

For, I can't appreciate whatever happened to me when I was in Ngee Ann(Past Tense), just like I can not appreciate whatever happened to me when I was in Primary, Secondary, or High school.

 

Nevertheless, I can not deny that I am such a lucky person: never be on top, never stuck to bottom. He, he, a Okey person, which means nothing too bad is going to knock on my door, neither did anything excellent. I named myself "moderate".

 

School life is quite different from social life, we all know about this, but we don't understand. You can find thousands of millions of reasons to catch up with a late bus while you are at school, but you can't even say a single word when you are getting fired from the company. Perhaps, we all are just used to this insouciant life and we won't give the short change to the gloom approaching

 

And, I made up my mind, I am going to enjoy every minute for the last two weeks.

 

The sands of the time are running out, life is shortening in every click of keyboard, you are living in the world, you have the most precious treasure.

 

Do you have faith on me?

 

 

 

 

 

I know, you do.

 

Sorry for stopping your life, of which anyone who accessed this entry, I appreciate!

 

May the eternal sunshine shine upon, cheers.