Start to worry about my future.

 

Whether I am going to reorient myself in the university is really a problem

 

Don't want to end up inside the Clean Room, being a asisstant enginner.

 

But, you don't have enough power to choose your path.

 

Friends, are you ready to accept failure even it's bitter?

 

Friends, nothing is just a piece of cake, have you had enough courage to battle any frustrations?

 

 

 

To feel the pain is good for you. So, take it, it's not the burden, it's the reborn.

 

 

To be or not to be, that's the quesion?

 

Sometimes, I was thinking that if I was not me I was someone else, would I be happy? would I be satisfied?

 

If I was Mr. Einstein, would I be happy with owning the smartest brain in the world, if I was Michael Jordan, would I be happy with crowed the best basketball player ever have; if I was Mozart, would I be happy with marked as a legend of music in the history.

 

Then, God gave me a choice before I was born to select the role that I am playing now. Definitely, I chose to be "Li Xiang", not the creater of the "Principle of relativity", not the lord of basketbal, and not the Legend of music.

 

Allow me to ask: why?

 

I was pondering over the last two hours while I was lying on the bed, I cried. Eventually, I realized that "EVEN I HAD ACHIEVED WHATEVER THEY DID, I WON"T FEEL SATISFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" This ultimate insatisfaction was killing me from inside, I needed to change.

 

Luckily, I have got a chance. Recently, I was suffering too much physically and mentally. I didn't believe the truth when someone told me that I became thinner again! I had to change myself. I still believe that a person would only give out his full power when he was standing along the cliff.

 

If everything was just going against with me, I knew it's time to break the chrysalis now. It means that I still did not try my best and I have to from now on.

 

Stop searching forever, happiness is just next to you.