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July 18 ......????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am now in a very weird situation.
This week, I shall submit my final report.
This week, I shall finish all my project testing.
This week, I shall do well in my MTS test.
Next week, I shall complete a WISP evaluation.
Next week, I shall show my job to supervisor.
Next week, I shall turn into exam revision.
After two weeks, I shall go to the stage, present my project.
After two weeks, I shall face the very big moment I have been in Ngee Ann
After two weeks, I shall be never regret when I am reviewing this whole semester!
In the hot april, I put all my efforts to sustain this club with Zou Kan, I appreciate the moment when I was totally alone and isolated in the club house. Those moments taught me that I should never, ever say give up. I win the battle with my partner Zou Kan. This is the proudest thing during my 20 years in this planet.
In the hot april, I started my final project.I sufferred lost, I sufferred disappointment. Until now I still can not help myself walk out the shadow. Basketball, it shares the happiest time with me. I fell and I stood up firmly.
In the hot april, I didn't realize that I was right on the fork of my life. I will remember this milestone and keep it.
It's nearly the ending of my life in Ngee Ann. In these two years time, I grew up from a boy to a real struggling teenager.
There is only one regret, only one.............................
The one which makes me so weird now.
But, I promise, I will leave this place free. Trust me, it's me myself who you should thanks. July 15 Roar is not the way to winIn yesterday's basketball match, I shouted out very loudly and gave out a lot of dirty words.
I am so regret about it now!
I was a very passionate person during my past 20 years on the earth, it's so easy for me to get angry if I could not ahieve what I deserve. I am so keen to win, but that doesn't mean I can just express myself in such a way. Sure, that was a very rude foul in a common basketball match. However I know that it was not that foul which made me so out of control. I must admit that I have been very unhappy for nearly two weeks due to some unwanted reasons
So............... if I had any chances I really want to say sorry to my opponents. Really really really.
I need some salvation to my broken heart. It's not because any personal emtions, it's something which I have been seeking and will continually seek for the rest of my life - win, success! I am not hard-working enough, I haven't diliver my full power.
But it's very tired, i am on the bordline of collapse. If the god would give me one chance, I will choose reborn, I am so tired of myself, so tired.
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