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September 23 What I mean is that, I need to refresh myself every day.     
Final Fantasy Seven. Enjoy! Just share some nice pictures. He He. September 21 About Magnetism, About dreams, About myselfAt last I found something which is suitable for me, A CHINESE LECTURE NOTES ABOUT ELECTROMAGNETISM. Believe or not, the language is still a barrier for me to fully understand all the theories. How to say? I am still a student in English that I realized, all the advanced mathmatics, modern physices, chemistriy, which I have never even touched! I am still not a university student, is that the final problem? Frankly, sleeping in the deep embrace of night, some sparks will still frequently pop-up inside the ocean of my mind, I wanna be a university student!!!! This dream, came from my childhood when I was not more than a naive, innocent kid. Faith, faith, faith; I chose the way to be abroad and I needed to sacrify something which is rooted intrinsicly from my body. Time flies, those passions, motivations are still flaming, but I have no choice. Am I regret? No. Positively, trust me, I am not joking. Reality, fantasy, two different world. Even if I was another einstein, I won't be happier than I am now, right here, right in singapore, and right in DSI. God gives me a reason which allow me to choose my future instead of staying in the dreams. I will choose now, there is no perfection. "Life is about fulfilling what you want!" Forget about the university, forget about being a scientist, being a warrior and use your own hand to create. My dear CHINESE LECTURE NOTES, I would only embrace you!! September 18 To-morrow, and to-morrowI found one famous quotes from shakespeare and I cherish it by all my souls. Like reading some famous chinese poem, I can by myself read it recite it again and again and again!
"To-morrow and to-morrow and to-morrow, creeps in this pretty pace from day to day, To the last syllable of recorded time. And all your yesterdays have lighted fools. The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow a poor player, that struts and frets into his hour upon the stage, and then is heard no more. It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing!" September 17 Who touches my cheese!!!Feel sorry to see this, the forum becomes silent again. Prologue: It dose very hard to rip some of your daily spare time to come here and contribute your talent, doesn't it? Sceane 1: A: (Typing in front of the computer). What's the date today? A: (Open the calendar) Oh, it's 17th, September. Seems like today is sunday. A: (Login the MSN and double click on a friend icon) Hi, how are you. what are you doing? Time passes: 9:00 - 12:00. Sceane 2: A: Hi, anyone has any mood to go down and have the lunch? B: Exactly! Where? A: Downstairs in the foodcourt, so sian, why go so far? B: K K, let's go Time passes: 12:30 - 2:30. A: Wow, nice, I mean the barley water. B: It's OK though. Sceane 3: A: Shit! What's the time now?(Crazily fast clicking the mouse) B: 5:00. A: You serious? B: Positive, wanna check my watch? A: Damn it. I am inside the game window, never noticed the time. I got some report to finish. By the way, what day is it today? B: Sunday, you nuts, or something. A: Fxxx! I thought it's Saturday, how come it passes so swift like the Fxxxing light. B: Shut up! I am chatting man, take your time. (Tittering) A: (Closing the game) Ai, so stressful, every week I must submit the report...................... Sceane 4: B: Stomach protesting, are you hungry. A: A bit, but my report hasn't been finished(Closing the MSN and switch to office). B: Hey, Do you want to starve to death, it's 7:30, we did only eat one meal today man. A: K K K, wait for a second(Fast drafting some words) Time Passes 8:00 - 9::30 Sceane 5: A: Yeah! Report finally finished. What's the time now? B: Don't you understand how to check the time which is just on your right corner of the taskbar? A: K K K. I do, I do A: (Take a glance at the right corner of the taskbar) Hell! It's 11:00. B: Correct, any problems. A: No. A bit tired, tomorrow must go working, this shit life makes me sick. Tasks are drowning me and Time is going against me, where is my privacy and tranquility. B: Relax, I go shower first a, see you soon. A: OK, me too, time to sleep. Time passes: 11:00 - 12:00 Postlude Every day, every hour you are cursing that you don't have enough time, but when you finally own your time what will you spend it? I am not questioning everyone's life, I am merely remarking on this paradox of asking more time when you are kill them. Cheers. Two MoviesI had seen two movies today.
Firstly, allow me to applogize that I don't possess enough skills which let me express my full feelings of these too movie in english; However, I am passionately looking forward to write something because movies always mean too much to me!
"The Lake House"
 Two lovers linked by a mailing box, but they are aparted by the time. From two famous playactor - Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves. The whole movie is in a gradually growing dolorous scheme, from a doubt beginning to a happy ending. There is a distance which is seemingly so near but untouchable, they are from two different world but connected by each other's heart. Letters are the only way to confide their feelings. Wait, wait, wait...... Gods play tricks on them, he gives them a check to redeem what they should have but they should pay it - waiting. Four years, not too long, neither too short. One step can ruin everything if you did. "I kissed her, I danced with her and I love her", "I love you and it's taken all the time to say it, I love you". There is not too much enthusiasm, not too much promissory. Pure love, soft, slow, sweet, and ture.
Highly recommendation, five stars, you should not miss it!
 "The weather man"
 "Who are you, who but the form following the function of what"
Just joking, it's neither here nor there.
Can you see his decadent face in the picture, ha, that's it. A chicago weather man, every day spends two hours mainly receiving a few prompts, he is able to earn 240,000 dollars; I am not kidding, 240,000 US dollars per year; but, it's beyong his power to get closer to his family. In a word, he is a sucked man. A typical american asshole, who will be hit by all the fast food - Mcdonald hot apple pie, big gulp, Mcnuggets, hot dog, etc, when he is walking in the street, yes all fast food. Is he wrong while "Fucking" around with his children, complaining his wife about the shortage of enthusiasm when having sex. No, I don't think so; quoted from his farther:" You should chuck something in this shit life." Yeah, there is no perfection, he has an excellent weather bussiness even he is not holding a metrology degree; he can attract gals when in the public because he is on TV; he owns his large amount of credit.
Nothing is for free! There is no easy-entry in a grown-up's world.
Medium Recommendation, four point five stars, you have to watch.
Movies are my paradise, Sincerely. September 15 Results come out!!!!!!No mood, results come out!
No taste, results come out!
No feeling, results come out!
Yes, results finally come out.
Do I feel delighted? No.
Do I feel depressed? No.
There are reasons which can make me happy, and there are reasons which can make me disappointed. I shall say everything is proportional with each other. How much you paid how much you deserved.
There was a time, I complained about the world, what I received was always lower than what I expected. But, now I perceived that the man on the cloud is teaching me by using my own experience!!!!
Einstein used his brain to beat the the world, Jordan used his limb to beat the world, Helen Keller used her love to beat the world. What do I have? I am not asking that how can I beat the world, I am merely questioning myself how can I be satisfied by myself. 6 billion people live in this planet, there are some who are suffering from disease, poverty, homelessness, there are also some who are renowned befored they were born. But, no matter who you are, living in the world means you should do your best; there is no bargin here and that's why I am always very sad.
I keep finding some excuses for over 16 years( Afte the first day I owned my memory), I need to change.
Won't say too much, to do is always harder than to say. September 12 After "House House House"Finally, I have rent a house which sites besides the "Chinese Garden". Thank godness, although it is tiny and far away from my school, I still rent it. The main reason is that I feel the landlord is a very kind person.
Yet, I am going to share the room with my best friend for another one year, I have dreamed so mang times of being alone in one room. It's fate, isn't it? Something you can not decide by yourself, something you can not take control of.
Here comes a question, where is my destiny? I am confused.
Two years been in singapore, never be happy, not enough passion. Seems like I was trapped by myriad problems. Just finding a house will make me drop into the disappointment. I am laughing at some of my friends, they are spending their daily life in meals, games and loves, but at the end, I find that I am not better than they are, cause I do not even have some interests which can cheer me byond everything, have I?
Forget is forget, I hate this mother fucking condition during this mother fucking period. Release me, sincerely!
Take your time, you own your future September 10 House House HouseQuote My Windows Live Local collection September 09 Final FantasyHe is handsome, isn't he? Anyway, a visualized comics character can bring us the taste of a beautiful things. Don't be jealous about those FAkEs, they are flawless. Be yourself! September 03 My favourate dialogue for "V For Vendetta"- Who are you? Who?But the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask - Oh, I can see that Of course you can, I am not questioning your powers of observation. I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is. - Right But on this most auspicious of night. Permit me then, in lieu of the most commmonplace sobriquet to suggest the charactor of this dramatis persona. Volia! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes fo fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vesation stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the vidently vicious and voracious violation of volition. Fantastic!Excellent!Brilliant!Perfect! I love it! The prologue of romeo and JulietTwo households, both alike in dignity, PS: This is the opening of the well known tragic drama from shakespeare. The voice from every person who read it! September 02 Yesterday TournamentAs when I reached home, it was too late, then I did not write this article which was supposed to be posted yesterday. There is no doubt that I hadn't reached the standard which is defined as a qulified player to enter the competetion. However, I should say that I had done my best. This is the first time that when I entered the game without any tension. I was happy when I was standing right in front of my opponent staring into his eyes. He was an australian and owned a pretty face. As in the training, I used my upper upper punch and some combinatio with the round house kick, but they were all not speedy enough. I couldn't remind a lot of details cause I was so concentrated. I only remembered that I was beaten by a clearly 0:8 lose; the match is less than three minutes. There is something which is worth to celebrate. I trained four days this week and I put my full attention before I stepped into the match, I owned a my initiative this time. Do everything with your full power!!!! I got it. |
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