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03 gennaio

Bon Voyage, Sailer!

One day, you would find the world is a deceit
 
All the gorgeous sunset you have seen was fabricated
 
Your wife is a doll
 
You are living in the adverts
 
Your best friend was cheating you ALL THE TIME
 
And your life, you have no life of your own
 
They are all entertainments for others.
 
Fear should you not
 
Your are the only truth
 
A truth however never come to you yet
 
The world is waiting for you
 
The show is ending
 
You know what you are looking for
 
Just behind the gate
 
One more step
 
Courageous young man
 
You are just born.
18 dicembre

not so well known.

Yesterday for me was such a disater, I mean, you have no idea that I could just stay awake and continue with my errands for the night until like, 12 o'cloce at noon today?
 
I remembered that I got up from a snap at 4 o'clock yesterday afternoon, since then I haven't touched my bed at all. There is only one good news, which is, I, finially, overcame all the sluttery and the unexpectedness, finished the novel, that I had been reading for however long, actually, long enough, the "Atonement". I bet that must be the reason I could be able to agitate myself for not sleeping all the way until noon.
 
That was, em, I don't know, forgivable, wasn't that?
 
Indeed, I am feeling good for being off the radar from all my friends, and  I enjoyed locking myself up so that I could do some "holiday enrichment" like reading books.
 
I longed to do that.
 
It's always harder when you get closer, especially after you have put certain efforts on something you have high anticipation, I am having this target and I have never finished any of my targets before, I just don't want this sone slip off my hands.
 
I'd rather the journey be long enough that I wouldn't need to reveal who and what is waiting for me so soon, but it turns out I really don't have too much time.
30 novembre

It was cold

I stepped into the hall of Expo, I thought I could get some familiarity until I was freezed by the stream of crowds.
 
I found I lost my interest in electronics devices; computers, Notebooks, LCDs, Mouses, Speakers, every and each one of them. I literally didn't give a damn.
 
It wasn't like this before, especially after I came here, I used to love all of those small features as a personal hobby, I regarded them as some sort of technological art, because the artists sitting behind are people who are thinking more logically and they believe the balance is the ultimate rule of creating functional objects.
 
Seeing people rushing towards the booths, in hope of getting electronic devices that perhaps they had planned to buy for days, weeks, or even months, I could not feel anything, or recall what I was thinking few years ago being in such a place.
 
The bitterness came from the inability of rising any kind of pleasure.
 
It was cold and numb as always.
08 ottobre

Forget when I wrote it

Do you think that the great convenience brought by the New Media will eventually change the form of religion?

 

Do you have any religion?

 

If you have, are you willing to attend the pure online religious activity?

 

Dose the new internet resources facilitate you in understanding the meaning of your religious?

 

 

Wake up gracefully, I sense the adorable world, which is the happiest moment in the morning. The air-conditioner started to recite the verse of the day-“’You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you.’- Isaiah 26:3.” It’s linked to the feed of the “Biblegateway.com”. I feel the scent of the god thrusting my body, another divine morning is embracing my soul. “God, I’ll give anything I possessed to you, they are yours, I am yours!”

 

I go the toilet, pray in front of the mirror, the sapless face suddenly colored with holly glow. While brushing the teeth, I am reading the news displayed on the hidden fabric screen embedded in the mirror. “Oh, My God! 8 souls have been taken by another suicidal car bombing in Tokyo, Japan. Ever since the Taliban was eliminated long time ago, the other extremism had risen in Japan, the cursed country after World War Three.”

 

The surrounding air suddenly suffused with bloody odor, “Holly God, please save the world!” The ringing awakes me, reminds me, and convinces me that I am living a peacefully country – Singapore, It’s the New Apple iNerve phone powered by Fermi Technology, which was embedded into our brain, and controls our hearing straightaway; moreover, the phone is connecting to our soul channel, it makes a phone call as easily as just think about the person you wish to talk to.

 

“Darling, I just get on the space jet, I will arrive in the evening. Would you like to pick me up?”

 

“Yes, of course darling. See you then.”

 

I upload my happiness emotion to my wife’s central networked public memory and walk out of the front door “Another lovely day”

 

“Peter has gone to school; I don’t have to worry about him now, 15 years old young adult must learn how to be disciplined. Yet, of course I have his public folder access code, with the privilege as a farther; I am able to check all his homework. Howbeit, I never do that.”

 

Based on my schedule today, I have a morning Christianity Course for which obviously I am gonna spend my whole journey to my company. The priest projects his 3D image in my imagination network, all I have to do is just close my eyes and listen carefully, the messenger from the god flows to my mind and pacify my heart.

 

20 minutes passed unconsciously, finally, the gate of Microhard. I will have to kill the next 8 hours with Jasmine flavor Coca Cola, as a 40-year-old middle age business man, I have to follow the instruction of my brand new T-2000 health consultant that I bought last month, compared to the previous T-1000, Terminating claims the new model to be able to collect the information 21000 times faster, what a hell, technology is just unbelievable!

07 ottobre

Void Title

It's happy to see friends' comments.
 
Ha ha, thanks very much.
 
For the sake of practicing and the momentum of having been writing the HW210 report for one day long. I decided to compose some words here.
 
What was I writing, "Decided to compose some words"? Disgusted by myself instantly.
 
Have a few things to talk about.
 
Friend told me that "Hua Pi" was a complete disappointment, It is a story about redemption and compensation by a goblin (Hu Yao in Chinese). He briefly introduced me how the story goes in the movie, from his description, I captured another old-fationed, regulated, standardized Chinese faiy tale which targets at box office
 
On the spot, after enough receiving the boring story which was even a pretty less descriptive version, I couldn't help exclaiming out, yeah, that's what I am talking about.
 
"Oh, my god. Is that all the Chinese movies that can bring to us? is that all the talent of our beloved director?"
 
Clearly, Not. I even came out with an idea that instead of lauding all these so called "Aesthetic Love Story", couldn't we just drop the just and unjust verdict and give audience the right to judge the story themselves.
 
Why is the goblin always the one being scold and hated. If she is just a creature, the one that had experienced all kinds of hardship and achieved the body of a human being. Why couldn't she love a man and pursuit what she longed for?
 
Why should we arbitrarily give a finale and stops the audience from imaging whatever they like?
 
What a movie can deliver is something drives our emotions, enlighten us and carry us away from our routinized life.
 
The audience long to be cheated. But it's not easy to cheat them, you need to craft your story. What have our directors done with that, is that too hard?
 
Or, they just want to stuff the movie with superstars and drain our pocket money? Nonsense!
 
To be continue...
04 ottobre

As always it is

I promised myself on the day I opened this blog that I would never post any Chinese entry inside.
 
And, I kept this promise.
 
However, if I don't put anything in it, this promise is in vain. As the fast paced university life as it is, the truth is I am unable to squeeze out too much time to play with some English phrases to fill up my blog, yet I doubt that this is another excuse.
 
Things are not that bad, I have aother blog which resides in my Qzone that I can post whatever Chinese article, turns out I am still recording my sensations.
 
I am always overwhelmed by it.
 
...
 
Not too much to say about, just stop here.
 
Just recalled one quote from my friend:
 
Missing is the breathing pain.
08 maggio

It's a long way to go

I hate to say such words like, it's been a long time as I used to say in all my precious entries. But, I have to inevitably say it again.
 
Oh, it's been a long time, really really a long time.
 
I have switched to Chinese mode since perhaps last july, for that I realized I did not possess adequate english knowledge to express my feelings accurately. I opened other blogs and Qzones for the sake of recording my thoungts through my beloved Chinese, I have to declare that it was pretty aidant. The only negative effect was I gradually lost some of my english skills, so to speak, english is not my mother tongue, without constant practicing, I could not achieve the high standard.
 
But, good thing was that I didn't stop reading the books or the news, most of all I didn't stop thinking, I didn't rest my mighty brain.
 
I was seeking other ways, I was still learning, from other aspect.
 
Until recently, I happend to find this book - "Atonement", I am obsesed by the literary dipiction inside, they are attractive, verbose, accurate, and bewitched, the first time I perceive the magic of english language, thoroughly, which I sensed from Chinese long time ago. It's sparking undernearth the yellowish paper, hiding inside the words, but haunting in your brain, tricky, elvish, however long lasting. It brings pleasure, inspiration, it softens you soul, keeps you from daylight, and whispers to you, the ancient mantra, the genesis of human sensation.
 
That is the far cry, wakes me from urban depression, give me power, that's love, that's beauty.
 
I start to believe that each and every language is ultimately the same, they may have different expression, different syntax, grammar, prounciation, but they are the same, they echo from the inner body to connect us together, grant us intelligence, give us means to believe, to sense the world.
 
There is no shorcut to learn a language, all you should do is to cherish them, give your heart to them, the meaning is not the language itsef, the meaning is how you shape your mind, let go you soul, to feel.
 
It's certainly a long way to go.
 
书读百遍,其义自现!
 
17 aprile

[Quoted] What do you really want?

The statement, “You can do anything you put your mind to,” leads us to believe that all you must do is imagine what you’d like to accomplish, set your mind to the task, and wait for success.

To a certain degree this is true. Focused intention combined with action is a powerful force. But the statement is misleading because it fails to mention the difficulty and necessity of focusing your mind on a specific goal.

Most of us don’t know what we want. We think we do, but we really don’t. We only know what we don’t want. We don’t want a boring job. We don’t want to be poor. We don’t want to disappoint our loved ones.

Knowing specifically what you want is much different than knowing what you don’t want. When you only know what you don’t want, your intentions aren’t focused. Consider this example.

Pete doesn’t want to be poor. He’s sick of earning less than his friends, and he’s determined to raise his status. To accomplish this goal, Pete could take many different paths. He could train for a high paying profession, such as doctor or lawyer. He could start his own company, go into real estate, or do many other things that would lead to acquiring wealth.

But Pete isn’t sure what he wants to do. He doesn’t know which path best fits his skills and personality, so he doesn’t resolve to follow any particular path.

Hoping to answer this question, he investigates a dozen possibilities, but as soon as he runs into adversity he decides that path isn’t for him and moves on to a new solution.

Pete’s actions aren’t focused. Although he works very hard, his efforts don’t build on each other. Rather than building one giant impenetrable sand castle, Pete has built twenty smalls ones that are easily toppled. He ends up confused and discouraged. Ultimately Pete’s lack of focus leads to failure.

Now, what if Pete had chosen a specific path? Suppose he decided on the law profession. His actions would have been clearly defined:

  • Get a high score on the LSAT
  • Attain letters of recommendation
  • Get accepted to a good law school
  • Decide on a field of law
  • Earn a law degree
  • Find a high paying job with a good law firm

A set of specific goals is much easier to achieve than a vague end goal like becoming wealthy. Being focused on a path gives Pete a logical set of actions to follow. Each accomplishment is one step closer to the final goal.

I think we can all agree that committing to a clearly defined path, regardless of which one, gives Pete the best chance of becoming wealthy.

But how can he choose a path if he doesn’t know what he wants? Maybe money isn’t his only goal. Maybe he wants to do something he loves at the same time. Maybe he can’t afford to go back to school. Reality is complicated, and Pete doesn’t want to commit too soon.

And that’s why he fails.

But I don’t think that’s necessarily a bad thing. Most people don’t fit neatly into a predefined path. Forcing yourself into one may lead to success, but it probably won’t make you happy.

This is the point. If you want to be conventionally successful, to attain wealth and status, you need to choose a specific path (preferably something mainstream) and follow it to the letter.

On the other hand, if you aren’t particularly concerned with wealth or success, you can take your time searching for that perfect niche.

Just don’t wait too long to decide. Each moment you deliberate, your already committed competitors sprint further ahead.

But, then again, maybe life isn’t a race, and maybe the most interesting people follow a path all their own.

02 luglio

My Wish

I had been humbly seeking a way to achieve my so called greatness.
 
I was not a strong man obviously that I could so easily abandon what I had aimed. And, thus I was always holding my envy upon others and every time, this envy grew bigger when I failed to outperform my competitors as what I wished.
 
Yet, this time, after a long way, a painful and harrowing journey; I finally realized what I was longing for.
 
I was not such a person who should always be envious, I am a person who wish to win a little bit claps after I devoted myself greatly for any tiny purposes.
 
And so, I started to know that I was focusing wrongly before. The goal was not the little bit claps that I hoped, the goal was how much I devoted!
 
And so, I shall put my heart fully on what I am doing, and I shall be holding each precious moments tightly when I am doing that something.
 
I forgot who told me about how happily she was when she found that she was progressing each time when she was fighting her increasing sloth; and I must tell her that I now understand the happiness she once possessed.
 
The day, I won that basketball match marked my own happiness at the time; I believe that the day I enter the university will also mark the happiness again with all my meaningful struggles that I am now overcoming!
 
Yes, purhaps the greatest wish that I have now is going to University, which I lost this year.
 
Even though, it's slightly childish and not my style.
 
I am still dreaming of standing on a stage which belongs to me, address a important speech like Martin Luther King, like when I had been as a child
 
Again, I am just a child and I wish to be it forever; until, until, the day, someone could wake me up.
 
The day, I can say I love you gently
31 marzo

The rotting brain

It's been a long time since I touched this little private space, more than three months or longer.
 
That day, the day I left my last entry I was thinking of anything behind me: faded time, a girl, some of my accomplishments. But, now what has passed had passed forever, even the smell of that club starts slipping away from my mind.
 
Sometimes, people have problem of spending their lives: 24 hours, 1440 minutes, and 86400 seconds,  when you only have the power to count them, you will find it be a rather shameful situation. And, I am living in this situation, NOW!
 
Let's get rid of talking about anything as to, like finding the job, applying the university which are surely some torments.
 
Whenever you have nothing to do on your hands, your brain cells call all the shots. Billions of cells won't just rest; imagine, the electrons are travelling through your nerves, all the chemicals are reacting with each other; how are you going to stop them for you can not even see them. It's impossible for a person, to shut down this machine for as little as one second, because god made us, he wants us to feel the life, feel the god damned beautiful life. And druing this silly, short life, you must not waste any tiny segment of it.
 
Why? Everybody is seeking something valuable through out their 70 years strugglings, averagely, nobody understands the true meaning of it. After that, a long farewell sends you to another world, vanity.
 
Sadly, nobody will understand the true meaning of vanity before the death, because nobody can relive. When I was a child, I was always thinking a very stupid thing about a predator and its victim. I was thinking that, if even one of the victims can be relived and it had the chance to tell those who are still alive how the predator hunted them; would there be any victims at all?
 
Truth is Almighty God created this eternal wall, and blocked us by any means to reach the other side of the world, and brings us enough contents for being alive.
 
Being alive the most precious thing you can ever own.
 
No matter how many doubts inside my heart, I will still choose to burn my soul, the flame will last until the day the I start to languish. I am longing for that neverland and the day I reach there, I must have carved my name on the stone of destiny.
 
Let the storm be stronger